LOVE.

Oh my boy, he is doing fine in US, don't worry people so does the same, don't worry about me.

I'm getting better and better because I'M OFFICIALLY SEVENTEEN NOW. :)

*bow*

 We're facing some difficulties, the time diff. the time in boston and malaysia diff 12 hours which mean that, when they are having their breakfast, we're having our dinner. When we are about to sleep, they just got to start up another brand new day. One of us have to sacrifice. ='(

sometimes he have to wake up early, before he go to class then we can have more time to communicate.

or else i have to skip school, because he will be free at night, then we can skype. =)

Hope that everything will stay like this way, i rather continue like this, don't make any diff. *finger-cross*

Long distance relationship - TRUST/BELIEVE in each other are really important.

I hope both of us can make it work, don't argue/fight anymore.

cherish every moment that we can chat/talk/see each other.

Don't suspect me, i won't do anything that will harm our relationship kay. *promise*

=)

Big girl/ big boy don't cry. We still have each other.

Our love grow stronger day by day. I can't live without you, i don't want to live without you.

You're my oxygen. without oxygen, i can't survive =P

see how important you are ..! LOL

I'll start to blog about my birthday. ;p

Stay tuned! 

with loves,

SiewYeeT.

Officially missing you.

Do not give up, the beginning is always the hardest.

To be honest, i still can't get used to it. no more text from him, and he seldom call me, because they charged fucking high and expensive. but yeah, we do contact every day. =)

*thanks god* 

but i'm getting better and better day by day. no big deal. Distance is just a test to see how far love can travel, and undeniable our love may travel 9874569789492969 miles away from Malaysia to Us. =P

Handmade for him, i bet he cried so badly on the plane while he was reading it. 

Anyway, i wrote down every single memories between us. total up, there's 40pages. =)

I hope you will like it, my dear!

Colourful. You colouful my life, you paint my life!

The cover page, haha. i draw it myself. nice kan? =P

done, i put it inside. i do not allow him open the present before he leaves. i don't want to see him cry.

We're together as one, even though we can't used to be like last time. meet up everyday, every week. But distance doesn't affect our relationship, we love each other more and more each day. Our love grow stronger. i believe that, you will come back to me one day, and i will go to your side one day. =)

We're fated, we're linked together! :)

Don't you feel like slapping me? but i think that is cute! :P

The pic above was so darn blur, The last night we spent before he leave. =(

I cried so badly.... but yeah. the fact is, he left me for 3days already. HOW FAST IS IT?

Time flies, so teehee dont worry baby we will see each other very soon.

& lastly, we went bikkuri station. He must be missing the dessert there in US.

He told me he no likey the food in US. everyday salad and fries. LOL

Baby, I CAN HAS CHA KOAY TEOW EVERYDAY. =P

jkjkjk, sayang la hun. I promise i'll selfcook for you kay? if you come back secretly to give me surprise! :D

Take care yourself over there k? 

Tmrw is my birthday.... =)

countdown SATU HARI. Who wants to celebrate with me? *hands up*

I'm going to celebrate my seventeen birthday with friends and without him. But it's ok.

He is going to celebrate my birthday and spend his time with me for the rest of his life, Am i right? =P

Happy birthday in advance to myself! *Happy face*

Baby, i wanna be strong, and so that i can protect you =P

How are you?

这是昨天去着机场时的路上我拍的，天空还是一样的蓝，但是人事已非。 :'(
你在哪里啊? :( 我还等不到他，现在已经要凌晨两点了。不敢去睡觉，怕眼睛关上累就会 流下来。
你知道我在等你吗?我知道可能他刚刚到，人生地不熟，然后要忙很多的事情，还有可能还不能online. 所以都联络不上我。 在等的原因是我想确定他是不是安全了?他很怕冷的，那边会冷吗?一个人在那边有没有怎样?他坐飞机这样久，有没有不舒服? =(
这些是我担心的。你还好吗，亲爱的 ?

看看我的床头，这是他送我的画，我的生日礼物。

睡醒我就会盯着看。 我问他，为什么他会选这照片。

他说因为我笑得很灿烂，而且他很深情。 =P

这是我们刚刚开始不久拍的，自己也蛮喜欢的. =))

还有，看到他的照片吗?我一想他，就能看了。

你想我了吗? 要好好照顾自己。

 

看到我的衣橱吗?我整理好了，之前他一直唠叨我，骂我。讲我邋遢，一个女孩子没有收拾衣橱。我很乖了啦，收拾好了，你看到了没有?记得称赞我啊!! :P

今天吃晚餐的时候就要哭了，吃饱了就不能顶的哭了。平时吃东西都会跟他报告，他就会开始说我是河马，可是如果我不吃，他又会逼我吃。我说自己肥的时候他会说我还不够肥。

这个就是他。。。我想你。=(

 

为什么只是吃fries 你也这样多pattern? XD

我只是要交代清楚，明天我放学过后有两个补习啊。

到7点多才回家了。应该是那边的早上。所以如果真的找不到我，打不到给我，

facebook msg 我还是email 我。我都会去看，好吗?

然后告诉我你几时比较有空，我半夜也可以on9 的。;)

想跟你skype, 看看你新的环境。

你要好好照顾自己，知道吗?

等到你settle down everything le,我们再慢慢聊。我会等你的。不用怕。我不会乱来 =)

记得喝多多水，睡觉多一点。还有不要怕!!

还有，我睡觉没有关laptop,skype开着。viber 也开着，facebook也开着。

试试看打给我， 如果要打电话记得在前面+60 知道吗 

我一直等你的。

 

我要谢谢身边的所有人，谢谢你们的安慰。知道大家都很关心我。

真的很感激，可是给我一点点的时间，我在慢慢适应着。=)

大家都很疼我，大家都安慰我。谢谢!!!

很窝心，但是没次当大家安慰我，我就会哭了。 :(

我要更加坚强啦。

好啦。希望我不会哭了。:(

我爱你，我想你，你好吗?

联络我好吗。。。

Say good bye.

再见就是一定能够再见到面。:)

我相信我们很快就会见面.

你们是否有试过，跟男朋友分离。

不是因为吵架，不是因为闹别扭，不是因为另一半出轨。

而是他/她 要出国留学。我明白这是不能够改变的事实，

但是当你要接受，需要多大的勇气？

分离不可怕，距离很可怕。

长距离恋爱最大的问题就是，你不能再依赖对方。

因为可能当你需要他的时候，他都不能陪在你身边。

也可能因为长期不能见面，所以开始怀疑对方。

要如何建立起信任，要如何相信对方的心还是在你哪里的，

又还是如何学习独立，习惯一个人。学习如何把他收在心里，脑里。:'(

事情来得太快了，本来说好要陪我过生日。

但是现在却提早离开了。很难过。可是，还是过去了一半。

他，真的很棒。送了我一份很棒的礼物。 :)

他对我许下的承诺，他的那份上进心。是我最欣赏的。 :)

既然都相信了他那么久，就继续下去吧。=))

连道别的时间都没有，都很赶。Haihhhh.

原来送飞机真的很讨厌，还没进去就哭了。

我一直问他，你可以不要走吗?可以不要丢下我吗?

可是之后还是走了进去，挥手说再见。 看着他离开的背影。

真的，像故事情节一样，什么都不能说了，只有眼泪。

因为这样一去，不敢保证他之后还会不会爱我，会不会觉得外国的月亮比较圆，所以找新的女朋友?

还有，每一天没有人morning call,睡觉前没有good night kiss. 这些已经习惯了的习惯，要怎样不习惯? ='(

当他真的离开了，眼泪一直掉，脑里想的只有我们之间的回忆。

我在想，为什么自己那么不会珍惜?之前还一直闹别扭，一直发脾气。=(

真的很糟糕，可能以后大家都忙各自的，跟本没时间了。

那以前的野蛮霸道，是不是会让自己遗憾呢?

真的领悟，体会到。失去后才会珍惜的道理了。

没有到失去的那一刻，你不会知道到底他对你有多重要。

还好，我们都没放弃对方，他也坚持我们一定要继续下去 :)

所以我还没有完全失去。 :) 我会尽量加油，不哭，不闹。

因为他到要离开的时候，都还是在交代我的朋友们要好好照顾我，陪伴我。不要我难过。

真的，他一直一直都希望我 幸福快乐，顾虑我的感受。我真的很谢谢你baby. :) Muax

我在这里有那么多的安慰，有朋友家人的陪伴。 他去到那里只有自己一个人。

新的环境，新的方向，新的开始。压力一定更大 。 :((((

所以我一定不可以凶，要加油忍耐。那一定走得下去的。

又开始想念他了。现在是半夜凌晨1.36分。

3点要醒来 看能不能跟他讲电话。

记得在爱情里所有人都是傻瓜。

所以，再傻的事都有人能做得出。

可能旁观者清，但爱没有对错。没有计较。:)

幸福没有捷径，只有经营。=D

我会把思念的力量化成读书的动力。

记得我们的约定吗?

林绍宽，我爱你。

委屈你了，辛苦你了。

要加油，开心啊 :)

我一直都在。

说了再见

我也没有怎样。

只不过，我好难过。不知不觉要在一起4个月了。
我原本以为今年生日一定可以跟自己 喜欢的人一起过。
可是才知道 你要离开了。

出国留学应该是每个人都想的。你能了。 我应该为你感到高兴。
不应该阻止你。是我们要加油。 可是距离很遥远。:'(
距离是一个问题，时差也是一个问题。 要怎样克服这些问题? *不知道*
以后能不能正常联络 也是一个问题 对吗? T_____T
我哭得很离谱，一想到眼泪就一直掉。 :(

可能有的人会说，才在一起几个月，很快就会忘记。
但有人想过吗，是不是喜欢上了，要忘记就能忘记?
可能时间能够冲淡一切，但是回忆谁能忘记? 那如果自己也不想忘记呢，那要怎样忘记?
有些人可能会说，我还小。不应该就这样认定还是那么快决定，因为自己也知道过后会发生什么事情。我相信自己，如果我有那颗心，没有什么事等不到的。对吗?

等待可以是一种幸福，距离也可以是美好的距离。只是在于我跟你怎样去对待。
可能在美国你会遇到你自己喜欢的人，还是太寂寞了需要别的女生。 -___-
可是你要知道我在这里等你，好吗? 做什么决定都要3思而行。
如果她真的很好，那我也会祝福你啦。 男人都不能抵挡女人的诱惑，我希望没有人跟我有一样的眼光。*popi popi* :-/
你要有制止能力，好吗?

我会尽全力 希望自己能够到美国找你。 =)
你也要回来，好吗?

我知道除了我难过，他也很难过。 我们吵过架很多次了，
每次都是为了出国的事情。他很忍耐，细心。 他很体谅我。 =)
谢谢你啊 亲爱的 。接下来 换我有耐心了啦， 我尽量不哭 等到送你机的时候我再哭 >'<
希望我们能够一直走下去 我记得我在st anne时许下的愿望。成真的话明年我们一起还愿，好吗? :)

很多事情都不知道要怎样开口告诉别人。
以后你还会听我说我的心事吗?以后还会骂我不听话吗?
我会很想很想你。。。。。

*tearing*

Wishlist.

My birthday is just around the corner! Counting down for one week! But...... I'm not really happy at all, not really looking forward for my seventeen birthday.

anyway, i'm just gonna make out some wishlist. i know it's not gonna to come true. just let me shiok sendiri awhile k? *pity face*

• iphone 4/ iphone 5/ i-touch.
• slim down.
• spm straight A's
• stay happy always.
• stay cute always. * i know i alwaya do* LOL
• richer and richest woman on earth wtf haha
• get to see my boyfriend very soon....
• go to USA one day
• don't give up on this relationship easily.
• a brand new watch
• some new toys. =P
• new wallet.
• new handbag
• killing heels / flat :)
• love him more and more.
• world peace *damn wei da* :D

i think that's all FOR NOW :)
Ciao people! Good night. xoxo.

Together as one.

the best way to release stress is spend your time with your loves one. :) 

I had a really great time with him, the boyfriend after my trial. talking about my trial..

I just screwed up everything. Yeah. i knew i did not tried my best and yeah that's why my result was this way sucks. & i think i had enough of rest since form 4, it's time to fight for SPM. =)

I'm hundred percent motivated, i believe myself can achieve what I've aim for. 

Now back to my blog post kay. As everyone known, Tutti Frutti is now available in AUTO CITY, Penang.

It's just located beside segafredo. So me and the boyfriend gave it a try. =)

I went there four or five time in a week. This is really crazy!

Nom nom nom *Saliva drops*

RED-red-RED. =P

We had a fight before this, remember what you did. don't forget -__-

Oh hai . da jia hao. zao an :D

Then we went Sunway for Johnny English Reborn. =)

Rate for this movie, 8.5/10.

The movie started, LAUGH.

The movie climax, LAUGH.

The movie ending, LAUGH.

laugh-laugh-laugh ! Enjoy laughing with my baby :)

Then high tea time with the boy and another two couple in Winter Warmer. =)

3 couple sit different 3 tables. Funny right? :P

picha on the right credit to Rong Mito . =)

 

With him ! =)

 

Behind the guy with blue t-shirt and the pretty are Nicholas and Wei wei.

& another couple behind them are Dennis and Rong Mito. !

Show time!

Wo hen ke ai shi bu shi? XD

Then taken our dinner @ Khun Tai . The food was just so so. *no offence, this is only my opinion*

Group pix for the guys w/ my boy. This dinner was actually his farewell. before he lave to U and S.

S S . = shiok sendiri. XD 

One more. Everyone looks happy. =)

Next stop after dinner, Auto City. 

The so called happy fun fair. Full of foreigner, and the game was damn expensive.

i played something called discovery with baby and his friends. 

It's turning up and down left to right . 360 degree . *spinnhead*

Last stop, Segafredo. 

chilling session and we left on 11something.

w/ ze flashlight. He looks so damn fat ah baby =P

two couples! :D

My fav pix on the left, and my fav girl on the right. =)

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Had dimsum with ze guys on Sunday morning.

Baby and I had a beautiful morning! Tehee :)

cam-ho queen. *don't get jealous*

then the pig join me. *lol* two of us in red without matching. :D

i just can't let go.......................................

somebody you love so much, he is going to leave........

Do you know that i'm fucking love you? :(

to another fucking world. fuck the whole universe.

and the only thing i can do is CRY LIKE A BITCH.

fucker don't leave......................... =(