冬至 Happy Winter Solstice Peeps!

Happy winter solstice people! :)

Yeah, final is over. I'm having my semester holidays now, and i'm back in hometown. :)

Life has been very tough yet I'm handling. It will be alright eventually. I know that.

Counting down 5 days to christmas, and yeah, i don't have any plan on christmas. 

don' think i need any plan also. Merry Christmas in advance people :D

Who wanna be my santa claus? TEEHEE

Can i have a new perfume please? lol. 

Time to dye my hair for Chinese New year. What colour should i dye? Any comment? 

Hmm, haven't do any new year shopping yet. Totally out of the mood i don't know why T_T

Maybe because i'm growing up, i don't get excited that easy like i used to. 

This was the time i was rushing my photography assignment. This semester wasn't bad. Meet some new people, and one of them successfully became one of the VIP in my life. hehehe. She's Angel Lim! *if you're reading my blog la, i know probably won't because you told me you're lazy to read* :(

Looking forward to next semester, i want to do better in next semester. 

Candid shot. i look so damn attitude right? I miss that moment like seriously. Can we just turn back time?

My new addict . Peel Fresh Orange Juice. I need to drink it everyday now. Good/bad?

Went Big Ben Breakfast w/ two best friends. me likey! but still hungry after i finish it. haha too small portion. oh ya this one is big ben set, cost around RM7. :)

Tomyam as dinner. 

( what i do every day in Penang ? ) 

EAT SLEEP WATCH DRAMA 

EAT SLEEP WATCH DRAMA

EAT SLEEP WATCH DRAMA

T_T

Gaining weight againnnnnzzzzz

I miss you. :(

Me.

最近真的过得很不好。我一路，真的撑得很辛苦。
不管什么，都很不好。我真的很情绪化，这就是我。 我需要比别人看更多励志的文章。
我需要一直重复不断的提醒自己要如何改变自己，让自己做一个更好的人。
我需要改变我对人对事的看法，就是这个看法， 折腾了我好久好久。
承认自己的错，自己的问题在哪里不会难，最难的是， 改变是痛苦的。
是非常，因为江山易改，本性难移； 我就是我，要变成一个更好更棒的人，真的不简单。
因为以前我的就是活在一个safe and comfort zone。 现在明白了，原来不是每个人都能接受。
我已经有勇气承认，也开始找到改变的方法。这是一个全新的旅程。 (:

但是，其实心存感激，很感恩，很多知道我面对问题的朋友都不断在鼓励我，在陪着我。
我告诉自己，没有什么好哭的，要乖乖的， 因为并没有真正会懂你，只有你自己。
你们没有经历过我的人生，所以你们不懂，就好像我不懂你，所以我没有批评你。
我其实并没有很可怜，我还是有很多很关心我的人在我身边。谢谢那些爱我的人。

我没有要博取同情，只是可能未来的某一天，我看会这篇文章，我会有另一种感慨。
很多事情都不在自己的预料里面，其实有的时候，是自己把自己看得太重要，你在别人的心里，没有很重要。

不甘心不放手

作詞：吳梵
作曲：吳梵
編曲：洪敬堯

不再執著於昨天的癡狂
我的心像是台北的街頭
不知該往哪兒走

妳的心像閃爍的霓虹
叫人迷戀卻也迷惑
我沒有把握


誰在慫恿夜的脆弱　撫平的傷又隱隱作痛
是誰說過不再回頭　還是讓妳淹沒了我
(將我淹沒)

想放棄卻不能甘心放手　留妳在夢中卻苦痛了我
等著傷心不如學會承受　反正妳不會是我的
想放棄卻不能甘心放手　留妳在夢中卻苦痛了我
等妳想起不如先忘記妳　反正離開妳的人是我

作曲：黃國倫

今天晚上的　星星很少　不知道它們　跑那去了
赤裸裸的天空　星星多寂寥

＃我以為傷心可以很少　我以為我能　過得很好
　誰知道一想你　思念苦無藥　無處可逃

△想念你的笑　想念你的外套
　想念你白色襪子　和你身上的味道
　我想念你的吻　和手指淡淡煙草味道　記憶中曾被愛的味～道

今天晚上的　心事很少　不知道這樣　算好不好
赤裸裸的寂寞　朝著心頭繞

我以为我会哭　但是我没有

我只是怔怔望着你的脚步

给你我最后的祝福

这何尝不是一种领悟

让我把自己看清楚

虽然那无爱的痛苦

将日日夜夜在我灵魂最深处

我以为我会报复　但是我没有

当我看到我深爱过的男人

竟然像孩子一样无助

这何尝不是一种领悟

让你把自己看清楚

被爱是奢侈的幸福

可惜你从来不在乎

啊！一段感情就此结束

啊！一颗心眼看要荒芜

我们的爱若是错误

愿你我没有白白受苦

若曾真心真意付出　就应该满足

啊！多么痛的领悟　你曾是我的全部

只是我回首来时路的每一步　都走的好孤独

啊！多么痛的领悟　你曾是我的全部

只愿你挣脱情的枷锁　爱的束缚　任意追逐

别再为爱受苦

半情歌 - 元若蓝
花 接受凋零 
风 接受追寻 
心的伤还有一些 不要紧 
我接受你的决定
你将会被谁抱紧 
唱什么歌哄他开心 
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停 
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的 
我们的爱是唱一半的歌 
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合 
也撤销我再想你的资格 
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的 
像我手中冷掉的可可 
最最教人残念的总是未完成的 
我只能唱著 一半的歌 
你将会被谁抱紧 
唱什么歌哄他开心 
我想着天空什么时候会放晴 
地球不曾为谁停一停 
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的 
我们的爱是唱一半的歌 
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合 
也撤销我再想你的资格 
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的 
像我手中冷掉的可可 
最最教人残念的总是未完成的 
我只能唱著 一半的歌 
我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌 
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合 
也撤销我再想你的资格 
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的 
像我手中冷掉的可可 
最最教人残念的总是未完成的 
另一半的歌

看沉默的电话
它什么都不说
看电视的画面
它无声的闪动
看街上的行人
跟我擦肩而过
整个世界太冷漠
我没有力气再往前走
看你紧闭的嘴唇
它什么都不说
看你飘忽的眼神
它无情的闪躲
看你和我的回忆
跟我擦肩而过
你的改变太冷漠
我没有勇气大声地说
告诉我
你不是真的离开我
你也不愿这样的夜里
把难过留给我
告诉我
你不是真的离开我
你是要惩罚我的爱让你失去自由
告诉我﹒﹒﹒

Hamleys Malaysia - The finest Toy Shop In The World Is Opening In Malaysia

The finest toyshop in the world, Hamleys is bringing good news to Malaysians. The first flagship store will open its door to the public in One Utama on the 30th of November. For more than 250 years, Hamleys of London has been the Finest Toy Shop in the World, bringing magical experiences and joy to children of all ages.

As a trusted worldwide brand, Hamleys promotes customer loyalty and brand growth through its unique approach to retailing, including in store entertainment, toy demonstration, colourful and engaging store design combined with fantastic Hamley and Hattie Bear, watch a puppet show or take part in a magic trick. This is how Hamleys wants the customers to experience its unique retail entertainment. 

In 2013, Hamleys extends significantly further than the famous London toyshop. Hamleys is now a global brand with 30 stores across 12 countries and territories including India, Russia, United Arab Emirates and Scandinavia. Malaysia will be the first Hamleys toy shop open at South East Asia. :)

A big thank you to JayMee from EverQuest for the invitation to media interview with the director of GRV toystore Mr.Kim Manaf @ Delicious, One Utama. :)

The  blogger w/ the Hamleys bear. Shoooo cuteeeeeee. Remember grab one for yourself when you visits Hamleys Toy Shop @ One Utama. :D

Throughout the interview, Mr.Kim Manaf says that, the local partner in Malaysia, GRV Toy Store (GRV) aims to open at least 5 Hamleys toyshop in Malayisa the next 5 years and they are confident that the brand will further expand. We are extremely pleased by the interest of shopping malls towards Hamleys and will continue to work with landlords to ensure they can bring the Hamleys experience to more Malaysians nationwide.  He added, Every day is a magical day at Hamleys and we want to keep our customers excited with the various activities, competitions, character and showbiz visits. By regularly visiting our Hamleys store, you'll never miss any of the action! (;

The types of toy available in Hamleys are arts & crafts, actions toys, build it, dolls, games, outdoor, preschool, soft toy and vehicles. The brand you will see in-store are hamlets own brand, Marvel, Star Wars, Transformer, Neft, Hotwheels, Max Steel, Disney Planes, Disney Princess, Megablocks, Sylvanian Families, My little Pony and many more. :D

In conjunction with the opening of the first Hamleys flagship store in Malaysia that spreads over 20478sq.ft. The first 500 shoppers will receive an Angry Bird card games worth RM20.90. On the opening day, there will be Ben 10 Bloxx character walkabout and free popcorn sampling. They will have many offers. Remember to visit Hamleys top shop @ One U. 

the toy shop is located in Lot F319, 1st Floor, One Utama shopping.

The opening time is 10am to 10pm daily.

Last but not least, my vain selfie w/ Hamleys Bear. :D

Thanks for reading. :D

Kaffa Cafe @ China Street, Penang.

Hello from penang! second blog post for November! :) Ya, i'm trying to make sure myself to do 4 post a month which mean i will blog once a week. *hardworking girl* Trying not to give up my dream.

What's my dream? To be a good blogger. :D

:D

Mum's colleagues bought some fine-dining voucher from living social .

Since i'm coming home, mum asked them to buy another two voucher for sister and me. :)

Ya check out their website, a lot of cheap deals. ! 

The more you buy, the more you save. 

Fine-dining @ Kaffa Cafe only cost us RM15 per-person.

This deal is valid from 17 October 2013 to 17 December 2013.

You get to try their soup of the day and bread Crouton, Main Course you get to choose 1 out of 6.

one drink, and one dessert (ice-cream).

It's really worth it.  :)

But ya, cannot expect too much la cause you only paying RM15 right.

The food is only so-so. Not too good not too bad. i'll rate 2.5/5.

( this is my own opinion)

But what i really like is, I get to spend time with mum and sis. :D

3 person only cost us RM45. not more than that?! WHERE TO FIND IN KL/PENANG?

don't hesitate, buy the voucher. Bring all the important people in your life with you. 

Check them out. :D

Kaffa cafe, they cater all types of indoor and outdoor functions with tailor-made menu to suit your budget.  Indoor private function room is available to accommodate up to 50pax with specially design menu.

For more information and enquiry, please call :

017-5422668 ( Alan )

04-2611016 ( China Street outlet)

04-8905136 ( Straits Quay Outlet)

soup of the day// bread crouton //

Hawaiian Jumbo Sausage//

roasted lamb shoulder//

dessert// chocolate flavour.

blood-sister and me. ehe.

She's my elder sisterrrrrr.

Alright, thanks for reading.

signing off, Sam sam. loads of loves.

The experience of kena robbed.

Hello people, I'm back from my weekend break in Penang. Time to come back to the reality.

Reality kills. Back to this busy cities. Every time before I come back, all of my family members will non-stop nagging me to take care myself because KL/PJ is a SUPER DUPER ULTRA DANGEROUS PLACE.

For the first month I still don't think is this really as scary as what people said or talk about.

But after few months, and i don't really remember when it is. I became the victim aka mangsa. T_T

I KENA FUCKING ROMPAK OUTSIDE THE PLACE THAT I'M STAYING.

okay la i admit it was my mistake too cause it was midnight. and I'm alone. arghhh.

But i don't think it will happen if i'm still in Penang. Cantonese we say that those robber 'long sei'.

minor injury, not that serious la and thanks god they didn't rape me. but i kena hit and punch. 

End up I lost my brother iphone 4s ( ya FYI the phone is belongs to my bro who passed away) 

damn fuck i curse them hope they will die very soon or kena bang by car etc. 

And i lost my coach pouch that my uncle bought for me in US. but inside only has MYR20. 

Luckily i didn't went to ATM that night. 

But my IC,Driving licence and also my ATM card all gone.

I remember i still ask them tolong saya, jangan ambil IC and driving licence because i need to fix everything that may cause me a lot of time. 

but at the end also they didn't leave anything ya wtf right. T_T

Luckily one car was driving Myvii passed by and fetch me to the police station and he told me that he kena rompak at the same place one month ago zhun zhun. He even borrow me 50bucks in case i need anything. T_T *touching* Chinese is still the best. ok those robber who robbed me is malay. (Y)

I'm not racist but.. ok you think yourself k. :/

End up I had to fix my side mirror that cost me RM200, then i went to see doctor and had injection cause me around RM200. the phone that belong to my phone is priceless because it was his fav and the last thing that he owned before he passed away. and yeah mum was super sad when she knew the phone is gone but she still comfort me by telling me as long as i'm still alive and everything will be alright. and she actually ask me to go home dont study in KL anymore. 

It was a hard time for me and thanks god i'm still here.

Thanks for everyone who help me out especially my cousin brother Siang. Thanks.

Why am i writing it out after long? It is because i wanna share my experience with all of you.

And ya to those girls who are studying in KL ( same case like me)

please take extra care of yourself. 

I've learn the lesson up.

This place is really scary and dangerous. *don't play play*

if they really want to rompak, just give them everything.

As long as we're still ALIVE.

Try to get yourself a pepper spare or alarm thingy. (may help)

That robber hit my right eye.

I took it with my cousin phone. just right after i did a police report.

It was very painful. mentally and physically.

UGLY ME WITH SPEC. I went to clinic for injection. 

so after few days Apek brought me to TGIF hahaha. cause i couldn't drive and i went to Umobile to get back my phone numb.

ok im fine now haha. Girls, remember take care xx.

Sector Focuses Career Fair (SFCF) @ USM, Penang.

Sponsored post.

I was back in Penang last weekend because of the SFCF - Talent Corp fair. 

It was held in USM, Penang. & I need to say thank you to my mum and sister as my companion. :)

USM is way too big for me :/ The career fair and talk was held at dewan utama pelajar, we spent quite some time only get to the correct venue! 

You can see all these posters every where in the university! :)

TalentCorp has been organiz plenty of SFCF in various public universities aim to educate local students on career paths available and provide a platform to students who intend to explore more on specific field such as Oil and Gas, Electronics and Electrical, IT, Telecommunication, Biotechnology, Finance, Accounting, Healthcare, Tourism, Fast Moving Consumer Goods (FMCG) and Education.

There are a lot of companies from different field join the career fair too. 

I saw a lot of people wearing formal and they brought their resume with them! :)

Hope they all got their dream job! 

We walked around the fair, I guess i'm still young to send in my resume! haha.

Because i'm not even finish my degree! lol.

But it was a good experience to me! :)

I was quite surprised because there are a lot of job opportunities in our county.

I really hope that our economy can get better, and unemployment will decrease.

So everyone in our country can live happily ever after and all the crime will decrease too. :)

*pray for the best*

Vacancies! :)

You can even get free gifts by just writing down your name email blah blah blah. :)

I got myself a pencil lol.

After that, I've attended the career talk. The dewan is full of people. 

The talk is about Iskandar Malaysia Talent Landscape.

Q :Do you guys know where is the Iskandar Malaysia?

A: It's Johor. 

En Mohd Redzuan Mohd Sofian, the Senior Vice President of Business Eco System Division in IRDA is speaking about the Talent Landscape in Iskandar Malaysia - CTalk, TalentCorp.

For more information, check out SCFC facebook page

Get to know another blogger from penang, guendeline . Read her blog too k.

She's sweet and lovely. hope that i will get to meet her soon :D

Thanks nuffnang , for giving such a great opportunity to join this career fair!