Distance- Christina Perry.

first thing, I'm officially eighteen. but i don't think i'm happy at all after the day of my birthday. so many to tell, so little time. wait for another blog about my birthday celebration. 

i barely remember how to smile, i'm actually tired of my life. mentally physcially tired. T_T 

Ya i think i need a break, from my night life. i just wanna stop for awhile. i don't want same thing happen please. 

currently addicted to this song.

Distance - Christina Perry.

The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now
I give you everything I am
All my broken heart beats
Until I know you understand

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting
For you to take me
You keep waiting
To save what we have

So I'll make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

Make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long til we call this love, love, love?

it's just, so true. I listen to this song every single night until i fall asleep. That is so complicated, when comes to love. I still can't handle it, not at all. I just hope that i can prove myself to you, i'm worth for you to fight for and please don't leave. yea. 

I'M STUCK. i'm serious aren't you?