Monday. 23.04.2012

# don't have any classes on Monday. I'm glad because no more monday blues! haha. but im facing tuesday blues. :/

# dear john is awesome. still reading still in process. ;]

IS A MUST TO READ.

#theveryhardandpainday. i will never forget that day.

# Step. i got it from step. 

# footprint. follow my steps. to a better day. :D

 #SPEC & contact lens. random shoot.

# taken from my hostel . the night view.

#limguaneng. went to the ceremony to get the 1k for grandpa who has passed away. the penghargaan warga emas,

here we go. 

# law of attraction. another book that i'm gonna read.

attract happiness. stay happy always. THINK POSITIVE!

#HATE  i don't like it anymore. don't know since when.

#FAV Looks so cute right? Ming Shawn in the house yo. v(^w^)v

He is trying to do *peace* v(^w^)v but he failed lolol.

Oh hell-yeah screw you.

HELL YEA SCREW YOU!

i'm over everything.

Let go-let go-let go. :)

I'm smiling again. :D

broken.

guess non of you are reading my blog. so i cant just start talking crap here.

i feel like dying. i'm broken. im in my hostel alone. few friends having their break. one friend go out with family already. i'm alone. i can't used to it. i just miss him. i know he is totally over me, but im totally not. the hardest part to letting go is you know the other already does. this quote is so true. :( I hate every time when im being serious in the relationship, i put in all my heart and all. but end up i got nothing but broken heart. i've been single for half year quite long for me -_- and finally i have the courage to fall in love again. but everything just happened so fast, and it ends too fast. I can't take it. he has been in my life for almost one month, and now. he just go off like this. he said he doesn't love me anymore. he said he doesn't wanna see me or talk about me anymore. he become so cruel, so cold-blooded. i keep thinking that maybe there's a chance or there's a hope for us to start all over again. but the truth is telling me to give up, to let go, to forget. but how.. :( anyone can tell me how to forget? Maybe i need some time, to forget. time will cure everything.. i love him so much and i miss him alot. i really do. i can't handle the feeling of losing someone you really cherish. everyone deserve a second chance, but why is him not giving us any other chance? why people can change so fast? why. When you walked away, everyday it will rain. inside my deep heart. it's raining. T_T and broken. why you leave me alone and not turning back? i'm sad. very sad. i miss home, i miss my mum. i wanna go back where am i belong to. i just need to feel the warm again i guess. :( I'm weak. he said i need to live without him. im trying so hard but everything remind me of him. its hard to let go..... why all these happened? can i just turn back the time? :( how to be strong? i wish you were here.. please.. don't go. T_T

03-03-2012.

Super late birthday post for Suki Ng.

I got all the pix since her birthday. just don't have the time and chance to blog about it. :)

it's 8th of April already. which mean i blog about it after one month of her birthday. LOL

late nehmai la as long as i got the heart right. Teehee. Happy birthday to you SuKi Ng. 

Hui Joo & Myself. :)

KarChun & Suki : The birthday girl.

Hui Joo , Suki , Kar Chun. :)

Sooyee and me. 

xx

Friendship forever.

Went to bora bora @ batu feringghi that night. :)

one of the waiter is handsome and what, he asked my facebook's profile before i leave. hehe. *blush*

birthday cake. PIGGY -_-

she looks so happy w/ le cake!

zo-siao-ing.

lastly, happy birthday............after one month. Hah!

All the best and good luck in everything.

I love you still after we've been through so much.

sweet eighteen.

currently rotting in my hostel after class, FOR THE FIRST TIME the wifi is working! so that's why i sacrifice my nap time to update my blog. :D just finished transfer all the pix in my ipod to the netbook. At least got some pix to upload teehee :) so what's the latest news.... hmmm.

here we go, we were celebrated kun pei's birthday yesterday :)

Happy birthday to you :D 

nice?

spend like 4/5 hours to finish this card in the midnight. damn proud of myself.

but another day i was like a dead fish in the class. After class, we went to Vanilla Place @ Gurney for the celebration. The food there quite nice. Next time if you guys want to date me, can consider have lunch or dinner over there. i would like to go muhahaha. *siao zabor*

He is not the birthday guy. He is KT. -_-

Looks so retarded right? 

Ya. this is the birthday boy. ELO :D

i bought the chocolate cake for him. teehee :D so sweet right -_-

The group of friends planned and wrote this behind his car.

HONK TO WISH ME, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY.

i was sitting his car back to his house for the BBQ party. 

indeed some people really honk. haha. some people even used their phone to take pix -_-

damn crazy right? but this is really funny. haha. 

CAN TRY TO DO THIS TO YOUR FRIEND K haha!

Kt w/ me. 

He said he looks handsome in this pic. GOT MEH?!

plus another CHIKO. YikSurn. haha

 SOLO. LOL cam-ho Queen.

 me w/ le birthday boy :D 

Make a new friend, Chien Huey. :D

i really admire her height and i kinda miss talking to her cause i rike her voice so much!

and what, she is freaking friendly and cute :D

Woah see who's with me? THE VERY FAIR AND PRETTY GIRL , Jynn. :)

and she's skinny. so zi bei when i stand beside her. :(

Teehee both cute girls w/ me. Kristine and Nicole :)

both of them scored 10A's in SPM. damn geng!!!

Its me again. the very hiao blogger.

Try not to think so much, try to stay happy always.

Had a great night. :D

pix ini diambil pada waktu petang tadi.

ok FML my bm phailed.

VAIN. o_o

lunch with him again. VERY SIEN NEED TO SEE HIM EVERYDAY.

Beauty and the beast. muhahaha :D

i spent mt RM200 voucher like finally i still can get it and use it. BERRY HAPPY. :D

and here is my hostel room pix. :)

Just want to show you guys that how small is it, because Kunpei's said his house bathroom is bigger than mine. i don't trust him at first but after i went to his house yesterday. i really speechless. /.\

my little table. :)

really messy cause i took this before i clean up my table.

i'm sleeping on top. 

i really want a bigger room but i can't find any room to move out. 

the bad part is i'd paid for half-year renting fees dy. and that is not refundable. 

Teehee. This is me. The quality is better right? cause i used my camera to take it but not itouch.

#1 i look so fair. muahah

pretty right? :D

rushing off, going out to have dinner w/ aunty!

please pray for me that i can connect to the wifi tonight after my dinner.

kthnxbai. :D

LOVEs.