i cried. i cried. how much i wish, he could said : 'Baby, Don't cry. I'm Here. Don't cry. you're my baby.' I wish, all is just like a dream. I should know the day we get back together, it's gonna be a very hard time for us. You know, i thought we can maintain everything. but it's hard. for a long distance relationship. So hard, until both of us gave up :( I don't want to give up. But since his love to me is getting less, what for i beg him and ask him don't go. actually i did beg him. Haihs.
maybe both of us forget how to love. we should start and learn how to love again.
and both of us forget how to pamper each other. let everything start again. i swear, i will learn.
i hope this won't too late. :(
So maybe not now. so maybe give him times. everything i can do is just to wait th miracle.
wait for everything goes fine. wait for him to give us one more chance.
How to get over it? when your love leave you. when he said he is not ready yet.
i pay everything for our love, because i knew i did wrong smth before. i hurt him a lot.
so i love him with everything i am, i have. But now, it's my turn to get hurt.
i never blame, but i said i hate him. i know i must get over all these. to make myself mature.
but all these shit, happen until when? can someone else tell me? :(
I LEFT NOTHING.
i believe in fairytale. i hope he will come back again.
my tears dropping again. can't stop anymore.
how to be strong without you?
how to tough without you?
i just want to be yours. :(
- added smth.
Thanks for everyone who stay w/ me when i'm having hard time.
So glad to received all your msg, all your phone call.
Some times i don't reply doesn't mean what, just i don't know how to face ya all.
and i don't know how to reply ya all. But i know you all care me alot :)
and when i was crying, some of them chilled me up. LOL
like doing smth very funny. and talked smth funny to me!
i never knew all of you love me so so much until now :D:D
thank you for those who leave me comment in my chatbox, fb. and everything.
you guys pamper me a lot! :)
i appreciate it very much. =]