Distance- Christina Perry.

first thing, I'm officially eighteen. but i don't think i'm happy at all after the day of my birthday. so many to tell, so little time. wait for another blog about my birthday celebration. 

i barely remember how to smile, i'm actually tired of my life. mentally physcially tired. T_T 

Ya i think i need a break, from my night life. i just wanna stop for awhile. i don't want same thing happen please. 

currently addicted to this song.

Distance - Christina Perry.

The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now
I give you everything I am
All my broken heart beats
Until I know you understand

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting
For you to take me
You keep waiting
To save what we have

So I'll make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

Make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long til we call this love, love, love?

it's just, so true. I listen to this song every single night until i fall asleep. That is so complicated, when comes to love. I still can't handle it, not at all. I just hope that i can prove myself to you, i'm worth for you to fight for and please don't leave. yea. 

I'M STUCK. i'm serious aren't you?

Oh haih.

Lesson learnt. Never drink coffee during night. Been struggling whole night but I just can't make myself sleep. Great. There's morning class later. It's gonna be another long day. HOW TO SURVIVE. T_T please I must study hard don't sleep in ze library. It's 5.55am. Morning earthlings. Nice day!

Khunthai Village, Penang.

#ootn

outfit of the night.

:)

 

The ring that i wore that night. *OWL*

nice ear ring right? :)

Thanks @apek haha!

before heading to dinner.

As you can read it from my blog post title. This is gonna be another food post. :D

Last weekend family and I went to Khuntai Authentic Restaurant for dinner. I guess it's a small birthday celebration for my cousin brother which his birthday is on Monday.  

Happy belated birthday MingJay. :D

I'm sick. T_T but don't feel like staying home alone and i guess i should go with them because sister back from her university, we hardly can have dinner together lol.

Where is Khuntai Village?

MK-9-914, 

Jalan Pematang Tengah, 

13000 Butterworth.

contact no : 04-3327523 / 012-4313537

the moment when my food comes! * O.O * haha!

Lemon Fish RM48.00

Spicy Asparagus RM12.00

Fried egg RM9.00

Seafood Tomyam RM20.00

which is my favourite hehe. too bad i was sick so i didn't take much. 

 Fried Cn Kala w Oyster Sauce RM8.00

Fried chicken RM10.00

Nom nom! The food they served are delicious. :D

Dessert we had Fried ice-cream RM15.00

people mountain people sea.

VAIN.

no doubt we have a great dinner at Khuntai. 

it's a place suitable for all kind of gathering with friends, family and more. :)

To those who have never been to this restaurant, you all can give it a try. 

& i'm pretty sure that you all won't regret :D

Last pix for this post, very random and out of topic.

but the caption said it all,

SO WHAT?

p/s UPDATED

FALLING SICK AGAIN WTF. T_T

staying up until 6o'clock in the morning today and i woke up around 5 o'clock in the evening.

skipped all ze class and ffk all my friends which they actually came to my place and wait for me.

they called me a lot of times but i didn't notice at all. too cool. HAHA.

so i lost my voice. i talk like a man, sexay voice. i can't sing oppa gangnam style right now already lol ! lmao.

was away the last few weeks because i was having my trial exam last week. Trial exam for my A2 ( A-level) not SPM or STPM ok teehee. lao beh right if people think im still 7teen. lol.

but ok fml i screwed up my trial exam ( like usual) i'm not good in studies oh noz. and i just way too lazy to study. no ohm no form how to study. haih. and my REAL AS & A2 EXAM IS IN LESS THAN 20DAYS. i can't fail my a-level or else i will need to be private student because i didn't extend my a-level course.

i just want 3 passes which i must get E or above only can do my degree course. 

&&& i actually hope i don't get E T_T because very mempersiasuikan if my result slip get all E T_T

haih. life ah life. why so hard.  i think i really need to work harder. i want all C can? LOL

p/s A-level is not easy as ABC . it is the hardest course on earth. 

but like what people said, don't regret for any decision you made. 

i know it's not the time for me to regret, i just need to work harder a bit and everything will be fine. :)

finally got :) smiley face lolol.

nice or not?! i got it from BKK which cost me for 100baht. 

around RM10 . TEEHEE. please say i have a good taste.

VERY RANDOM RIGHT? LOL

but this is also the first time in my life -___-

which i need to say thank you to Vivan's bro. = TAN HAO PENG.

hahaha.

oh something i found in my insta. the quote i wrote it.....

I MAY NOT BE THE HOTTEST OR THE PRETTIEST GIRL OUT THERE,

BUT TRUST ME, IF YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE,

I WOULD LOVE YOU LIKE NO ONE ELSE COULD.

so not me, but yah. i can be super loyal and show all my love to the guy that i really like or love.

even though i know we shouldn't commit to someone so early i mean we are still young.

but i'm not those play-play kind of girl. I also want to find a guy that very romantic very nice very ke ai very handsome very caring one ma. haih. why you all no believe me T_T

i can't force people to like me or listen to me, but if you think you know me then you're wrong.

you don't know me at all, not even closer. you know nothing. you know my name, not my story.

hair is growing slower and slower. T_T

Can you grow faster or not. i want pretty long long hair. >:(

Went to AH NUI CHA KOAY TEOW few days ago. 

okay first time eating. REALLY NAISE. TEEHEE. but super oily and i still can feel the fat now. :(

not forget to mention, i gain weight. i guess? T_T

cause someone keep telling me i'm fat. after that he makes me feel like i really fat. 

whatsapp with my sis last night and she told me one of the girl that i don't really like lost weight.

Sister really gimme motivation to cut down my weight abit. i want abit enough. 

so i ask my mum to cook me porridge every day. do you think this will work? 

Hmm, i think i will go jogging when i feel like going lol. can ah? can slim ah? 

please tell me yes and please tell me you actually not fat, don't diet don't keep fit. LOL

Last part, I went to Mois last weekend w/ my coursemate and some friends. Lengyein and Sugar Daddy was there as well. but to be honest, they are not that good if compare to 24herbs, the hong kong artist. 

but still, i enjoy partying w/ them because it was the first time i get to go clubbing w/ my coursemate!

The feeling is totally different haha. finally i can go club w/ people same age with me. 

i can feel myself growing up thou. haha! more to come more to come. :)

 People accidentally took it and sent it to me. lol. *chok face*

Kaan & your truly. :)

@lisayeoh (follow her on insta)

@ladyyeeyee (follow me on insta/twitter) :)

teehee, had a grear night w/ all these great people! *loves*

 so high!

 ok. hello bye bye.

last but not least, end up this post w/ my pix but without my face :D

 i will work harder to achieve my goals. *pinky promise*

everyone has their own story, own secret that they don't want others to know.

if they want to tell, they will tell you eventually. no fun if we force right?

no matter how hard the situation is, just hold on and hang in there. 

don't give up easily. :)

# be happy everyday. :)

Trip to KL & Bukit Tinggi.

LATE POST. i think it happened three weeks ago.

Headed down to KL for NO-REASON lol.Hai Subang Dai lou. :DI was staying in Ming Siang house but he has to work on that day and i arrived in one utama kinda early.The subang dai lou came all the way from subang to one utama teman me for few hours before Ming Siang came and pick me :)

Went to Sunway Giza after i settled down everything. The dinner was so so because i don't really know to enjoy hakka food even though mummy is hakka-yen! haha.I told Ming Siang there's no snowflake in penang and so we went there for dessert. i know i'm kinda outdated but to be honest this is my first try haha. the taste almost same like meet fresh and i actually prefer meet fresh! :)

she is Ming siang's friend yo. haha. hello pretty.

Me and Ming Siang! :)

I think this the highlight of this blog post. :)ming siang brought me and two of his friends for a breakaway to Bukit Tinggi, Pahang.

It's located slightly further away than Genting. If it takes 45 minutes to Genting, this takes 1 hour drive from KL and it's 2,500 feet above sea level.This is not anything like Genting, where it's all lively and busy. This is just a tranquil, peaceful place where you can just relax from the city, have a good and relaxing vacation. This is where you can experience both French and Japanese culture here. The East and the West.The entrance fees cost MYR 12 per adult. #1 Just keep calm and snap photos!

Love is in the air!

have a break, have an ice-cream!my fav ice-cream all the time :D

The entrance of Colmar Tropicale.

looking good? because i was the one who took this photo for him! :P

here's some information for you guys if anyone of you interested to visit Rabbit park/horse trails or Japanese village.this is about colmar tropicale and sports complex. :)

We left there around one something? i forgot the exact time but i went to I-city,Shah Alam.i-City also known as city of digital lights which is the first lightscape tourism destination in Malaysia equipped with state-of- the-art LED technology displays.Basically, all the display use LED (light emitting diode) lights. So, when you are taking pictures close to the displays, you can feel the heat generated too. 

It is very difficult to capture those scenery here during night time. It's either you choose a clear subjects (human) or background. Taking pictures with coulourful i-trees. my legs look so fat in this picture because my photographer are very unprofessional. ;p;p