Prom night.

In a blink on an eye, 2012 is here. no more 2011. How was my 2012? i think i screwed up all the things.

Ya like seriously, should figure some ways to make my life better. lol. 

But i'm not regretting for what decision i had made, or disappointed at things/people. 

I had finish SPM in 2011, which i have to take another big step in my life. - go to college.

some people already started their college life but i'm not. a little bit emo because i'm still not sure what i wanna do in the future and i don't want my friends to forget.. :(

hard to meet up with friends because some already started college some working some ns. aiks. 

and so much i wanna do, like go to travel around the world but like impossible argh idky. :(

okay anyways 2011 is over. and yeah hey 2012 :D

i got nothing to blog for 2012, been sick for awhile , my face look so pale and i don't really my camera to take pic anymore after i got new love. :( i should really take more pix and then i can start blogging again. :)

What i left in 2011? Yea, the prom night post. I OWE YOU ALL*

Our school prom night was held at bayview hotel, penang.

ok fyi, there were more than 500 form 5 students in jit sin, but there were less than 200 students to join us.

and that's why at the end I join them. :]

It was a really good night with them. esp with vivan, ivy and meitze! :)

i miss them a lot a lot. Hope that we will gather again soon. :(

Casino royale as our theme! :)

look, i was sitting @ the VIP table lolol.

:)

Jane, Lian Zheng and Vincent was performing. They did a well job. :)

he got pretty nice voice. *nicer than me* means super nice hahaha!

Lian Zheng & Jia Jia were singing *lucky* :)

i like her heels!

my fav for the whole night, They were dancing *the lazy song* 

AWESOME, seriously i miss that moment . Do it again next time, k? :D

Oops. The blogger.  I was the only one w/ long dress! Like super omg. 

Su Ann boyf. so handsome! :)

Mei Tze, so sexay right? :)

Next, Beatboxer in the house. LOL

i kinda like them too.

pei gang & peaches :)

GAME nxt.

All couple somemore except *suki and KT* but most of the ppl thought they are couple.

Hope that they will really become couple :)

Then, time to say good bye. 

 Me w/ Edmund, Vivan w/ me. :)

 Cat and Beh. LOL

From my class. Two pretty girls! =D

my form 3 classmate :D

Sweetie :D

Lian zheng, very old friend of mine. i like his eyes alot. :D

Christine w/ me. 

Wei soon di di =D

 

 and the super endao one, rayson. hehe.

 

Jane on the left, Dee dee on th right. =)

Nelson & jia jia. super sweet couple hoho. *jeles*

lastly, w/ my fav girlfs. =)

i won't forget all of you.

& I will make sure our friendship will stay long long gao gao 99.

Wo ai ni men, no matter where we go, what we do in the future.

You all are the memories in my high school life. teehee.

All the best to everyone!

 with full of love,

Yee.

Sudden thought.

Good morning peeps. First time blogging through my itouch. It's pretty early now while waiting uncle to get his thing done, am sitting down and the mind going through a lot of thought. Aww I can't said how good I can be or I want to be. But at least if I'm in love in something, I will be brave enough to get it and I will try my best to change my bad behavior just to make things right. But what if, i wouldn't know is that the one I'm in love with is going to hurt me or not. This is confusing ad challenging. In a relationship is much more complicated compare to math. At least we got a solution for every math question but when it comes to love or being love, sometimes there's just dont have any solution or even cure. When you keep telling yourself don't, it's like wtf your mind will automatically tell you do it not don't. Aww ;( sometimes when you know the thing is going wrong, the thing is so not right, but when you fall, you can't make yourself stand. You will stay in the same position and fall for the person more b more. I don't believe in love in the first sight before it, but now I think yes. I do believe love in the first sight. But nog Everytime the person u want to be with are willing to be with you. Ya, this is love and this is life also. We just have to stand up and keep going, because time doesn't wait for you. I don't know what is going on, but my mind have been thinking of him day and night. I just can't get rid of him. I just can't stop thinking oh noz. I need time I think. Chill :)

how you remind me?

Hello, it's three-o-clock in the mid of the night and i'm still awake.
At this moment, i'm feeling so sick, so bad. Time flies, everything changed.
I gotta admit that, I've changed. I can't tell that i'm being a better person in the last few days of 2011.
but at least, i've learn to be stronger and more tough. But there's a question for myself now, am i that high profile for you to gossip about me? I was chatting with my ex-boyf just now through skype.
and yea, i knew both of us are getting each other, so we just chat as friends.
But somehow he told me, lots of his friends are complaining about me to him, and he asked me to behave myself. oh ya. i was like. omgwtfbbq. BEHAVE myself?
first of all,  i just wanna make things clear. I'm officially single now. and i don't have to report every single thing that i did to anyone except my family. k? Or i should said, can you guys be more considerate? Don't judge me, if you don't know me well. i guess most of the people talking behind me are those people that i not really close to or i don't even know about them. But what's wrong with you guys? Am i that fugly/bad/evil to make you all complain/gossip/comment on me? I'm really upset about it.

I have my own friends, i have my own life. I hang out with my friends, i work on weekdays to earn my pocket money, I drink, but what now? You don't have your own life? don't be so lifeless can or not? :)
I just want to make my life simple. May I?
If you have any problem with me, come, i can talk to you. and see what can i do for you.
But not talking behind me. kthnxbai.

Ya, I'm so upset now. i know i shouldn't blame anyone, anymore.
Because it doesn't help, what i should do is to prove to all of you that you are wrong.
I guess i shouldn't share my own feeling, my thought, my personal things in the social network.

I'm just feeling so down right now. What can i do?
If things can't go right, go left. I'm turning into left soon. I guess.
and i just realized that i don't have any soul mate. Because at this moment i have no one to talk to.
Keep calm, and go on. life is still goes on no matter how pathetic am i.

good night.

I'm back. :)

Santa Claus is coming to town, It's December already, the year is coming to the end. and yea I'm back to blogging again. Hehe :D  Finally i have the time to blog again after so long. Spm is over like oh yeah my life is just begin! haha. but before that i went through a lot too. broke up, my grandpa passed away and i went to an interview for job. I was so busy until today only i have the time to sit down and start blogging. 

SO ilove-myway.blogspot.com IS BACK. :D

IS ALIVE. :D

IS BRAND NEW :D

The first pix i took using my itouch. Thanks all of them accompanied me to get it. :)

SPM 's group study! :)

See, this is we called group study. i miss those moment so much! :D

Sho cute! hahahaha.

 We were in the same class during form 3. =)

Jaffried chiam on the left, chia wei on the right.

I stick with them almost everyday ah during spm. we studied today! :D

Aww. THE BEST GUY EVER. :D

Gong gong, i miss you so much. :(

 Luckily i took some picture with gong gong..........

Rest in peace gong gong. we miss you so much.

WE LOVE YOU.

My uncle aka gor gor on the left and his cute son on the right. Ming shawn in the house! :D

Random outing with mixy and raymond. :)

my good good friends! 

Raymond. :D

S U K I.

 and my love, vivan! :D:D

sister forever hehehee :)

She is my personal driver aite <3

the last day of spm and my bunch of friends planned to go pray for gong gong. 

Appreciated them. xie xie ni men.

Cat's car spoiled when we're on the way to gong gong house.

not really have the mood to blog. I will back soon :)

Stay tuned!