you are so yesterday :)

Happy birthday to Aunty Delia. =)
Today is her big big day. so so bad i never gt her a handmade birthday. due to my laziness.
wish her can have a enjoyable and unforgettable birthday!

So far my blogging mood have already back, the thing is i lack of time to update my blog!
i've been busy for sukan tara in my school for th past few days. and so fucking sad,
i'm turning in to oh-kim now which mean ( dark,darker and then darkest!) FML T_T
After this week, i still hav another few weeks to suffer. having sukan saringan and sukan tahunan! guess i gotta become small little indian after all these shyt :(
anyhow, this is th last year i swear! i'm not gonna so stupiddddddd again la!

I'm looking forward to next week, having a date w/ all my bitch! i swear i gonna take a lot of picts w/ them! if not, i gonna kill myself ;p
because i want to let ya all knows who's my bitch! :D
At least they won't betray me FOR NOW :)
At least i won't get shoot when i said something wrong.
At least i no need to think twice when i want to say something.
i can be my own. being myself. to laugh, to chill, to have fun w/ them! :)
that's another new page,starting point for me again. I'm Glad! (WOOT)
you know who you are right? ;p will upload ya all picts after i transfer them from my phone to my laptop kay? be patient whad ;)

conclusion, that is nothing different whether i have you as my friend or we just be stranger :)
i don't hate you. =)


this post is so picts-less. RAWR. because i'm updating my blog in my aunty house.
waiting mum to come and then we are going to celebrate Aunty Delia's birthday! :)

lastly, don't expect much from you. let it go. IM SO TIRED already T_T

i will update my blog sooon! :D
loves*

love story :)

i found back our pict. some of them ;]
it's taken on 31.12.2008 if i am not mistaken!
and ya know whads th date today? it's th last day in march on 2010 ;)
time flies!

flashback everything, i just feel like turning back! even though now my life is not bad.
but it was nearly perfect on that time, when i was form2. everything seems so nice!
i studied in 2b5 w/ tan vivan, i gt to know ng boon how. :)
but actually now, i still in th same class w/ tan vi van. & ng boon how is my boyf. LOL

i want to be good. if you want to hate me still, talk to me.
i will prove to you, i changed :)

& i love him.
love me today, because tmrw may be too late.

won't go away. always stay in my heart. =D

down down down down.

Baby are you down down down down down,even the sky is falling down.'
i like this song. especially 'even th sky is falling down' this part ;]

i'm not in the blogging mood FYI. time flies when you with your loves one.
i will update it soon, when th blogging mood is back.

lastly, time past, i grown up!
let it go let it go. if he doesn't meant to you. :)
but if you two meant to be. nobody can change th fact.

Signing off w/ loves,
S

damn fcuking trueeeeeee! ;p

60 things a girl wants but wont ask for

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON’T lie to her
27. DON’T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work (or school), and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT’S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Tell her how much you LOVE her then bend down and kiss her slowly and softly.
46. Rub her back—feels good
47. Give her your coat if she’s cold—that’s always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger—feels good
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON’T poke her hard…but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she’s BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing…talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionately and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind—loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don’t ignore her or be nervous around her—everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you’ll be good to go.

so true. so true;)

Day Out w/ Vivan.

I hang out w/ Vivan on Tuesday.
the worst day in two oh one ten. guys you know. the WORST!
Yet someone is still stay by my side w/ me.
Who is that?! Tan Vi Van.

not going to tell out what happen, because it is already over. everything happened for a reason.you must know that. and after the things had happened. i learnt something!
'don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened'

moved back to my topic, we went JUSCO.
Her cousie fetch me there. we did not watch movie. because both of us having tuition at night. we just went to chilled at starbucks. i told her all my feelings. she listen to me all th time! how great was that when you are sad, and your boyf are not with you still your bff was there w/ you. maybe she can't help me to solve th problem. at least, even she know i'm wrong but she still stand at my side. supporting me. that's it. we called best friend. =)

Look, this is HER/SHE - Vivan :)


i was texting w/ my boyfie.
but the feeling was sucks when i texted with him on that day.

after Starbucks, we walked around. seriously jusco got nothing to shop for. i couldn't find any nice key chain for him. both of us get tired. we went to A&W. Because i wanted to eat curly fries. and the root bear are awesome!

She complained to me, said we were not taking much pichha. Because i was totally out of mood.still i tried my best to take pichha w/ her!

so we did some stupid crazziiie pose! *blush*

[♥] my babe girl w/ me.




[♥] look how lovely we are XD




[♥] i love this one ! :D



sad until th max. :(




thanks sayang! i won't dumb you anymore. i promised!
wtheck, like so lessbian XD


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we went home after that. so after all these, i'm much more closer w/ her!
Thanks for being w/ me when i need you. ♥

Me have so much of things to post up! :P

Well, it's the time to update you all with my life! I've been moody for th past few days. Because i did some mistake. But everyone learnt from their mistake right? & i just live once, so i won't look back. i only will look in front, live my life happily w the loved one! this lesson i've learn who is good and who is bad! Don't judge a book by the cover.

A closed mouth catches no flies! Always remember this!



When i looked back, I'm smiling like a baby!


thankful to being with you.


Yucks.


Act like so formal =D


I like this one. He look so cute!


Baby has back to Nilai already. Not so long yet i feel like he left me in penang for thousand years already. sorry la peeps, i need to show off some. of else i cannot balance my stupid mind. so the day before he went back to nilai, he wasn't with me. i mean whole Sunday. He was not with me?! sound crazziie right? He spent his time w/ family. especially his mum. so he promise me, he will be with me on monday. and yesh, he did it. We went to Queens that day. just walked around w/ him. i don't want to watch any movie. i don't want the time w/ him wasted like that. and soon, he sent me back. and now he is back in nilai. 5hours from penang to there! how far is it?! not forget to tell ya all, he is coming back th coming next week!


*both of us went for piercing*

So far i'm doing fine in this holidays.i just don't satisfied with the period of holidays. so much not enough! it's Friday already. i haven't enjoy my holidays till th max. and my hair haven't long enough. FML!


From this,

become like this ;p


Do you all seen the real side of yeeyee?! XD

Yup. i being like this when nobody ;p


come back as soon as you can ! RAWR

next post coming up, My date w/ Vivan.
she was there w/ me when my mood was hyper down. Thanks sweetie!